Be careful of what you wish for!

Be careful of what you wish for!

That's what I want to share with you, readers who randomly pass and read my blog :)

Yesterday my friend asked me if I believe in my praying. Maybe what she meant was if I believe that it will become reality or even if  there is really "someting" or "somebody" listens to my praying. Nothing I can explain to argue to her but that's question is actually I need for my self. 

If I recall all my memories what I wanted to be in the future. I'm so regret that I'm not the visionary type of person who put on my wall my life-plan what i will be in the next 1, 5, 10 years. I know that I like so much when I saw my mother return from bus-trip from other countries. I like when she knows more about the world, to be in different places, and met different people. I wanted to try to live in other countries even though I love my country and even more after I know how it feel to live in other countries. 

And know, here I am. I live in Germany since December 2013. I married German that I met in China in Oktober 2012. I haven't find any job and now I only take German course until level B1 with B1 normally people already can take a lesson in German.  

As a child, how could I imagine that i will live in Europe because i married european. Actually there are many countries not only in Europe that i'd like to live in. Perhaps, to live in Europe is something that i've wished a lil bit harder subconsiously ;). Anyway, God already arrange everything so this happen to me. 

One thing, I cannot complain to God for example that I don't have a job. So often with this internet era,  many social medias that instanly update your friends life, I envy their lifes; has a good carrier, build their own house, have the property of their own. I cannot complain because if I looking back this actually what I've wished for. I've already got what I want but as a human we never feel enough especially when we always look up to somebody's life.

God said, that God will add blessing to somebody who feel gracefull to God and remember to say thanks for what we had. I realize that the hardest part of your life is not when you are down, but when you got what you wish but you still want more and forget what blessings God has given to you. When you are down you get closer to God and God will love you more. That's why this is the hardest test for me to never complain, never compare, and be thankful! 

  (I live in the border with Switzerland. I should be thanked for God who give me chance to witness all of this beautiful nature in my life)

(My husband who is super passion to my mood swing, anger, lazy, childish behaviour, and many more... I should be very very very thankful to him and also to God that sent him for me)

        (watching sunrise in Huangshan China. This is one of special moment that I should be thanked for)

EXO for My China Warm Welcome...

"Be it as far away as China, it is worth going for the sake of seeking knowledge" - Quote from my Prophet

My time to fly to China nearly coming. Following my prophet and all his followers, I also will hijrah or move to other places,  I will study in Nanjing Normal University for 1 year. I will learn Mandarin which is the most challenging language in this whole world come along with the most spoken language. It will be so much benefits after learning Mandarin as what my prophet has said before (see the quote above). Why I choose Nanjing as my place to learn Mandarin.

My Dream is My Responsibility

Having resigned from my previous job in one of Japanese automotive trading company, now I have time to think for what i would be in the future. The darkest time in my previous job, being underestimated, treated unfairly, exploited beyond my responsibility, and not supportive partner will be buried somewhere far in outer space. now i reborn with the better me. Since I love to learn especially language I will study hard to learn mandarin then I hope i can also speak Japan, Korean, and French also Arabian. In 5 year later, I will be a better woman, work in reputable company, hopefully I can work overseas, getting scholarship to gain MBA,  travelling a lot, besides I also will started my own business, about traveling, and my dream since I was in high school to build a woman house.

Lost Traveler-let destiny lead your way

Tonight I just come home so late. It's 10.30 pm now. My flat  is in a suburb far from the center. NO, there's no train longer operated. well, yes i can take taxi but it's not a cheap transport. I'm a little bit meticulous bout the money. I'm spending so much. Then, i'll try to take a bus. What bus?? do not have any idea to be honest. All i know is just Transjakarta but in this time it's hard to get Transjakarta, they go back to their pool already. So, I'll just do the lost travelers game. Stand on the side of the street. See what's the Bus coming. Ask the destination if it's somewhere to the same direction with what I want to go to. I just hop in to the bus. Simple, yes??

And the Journey begin...

24/7 Jakarta

Jakarta is the city that never sleep. There are so many place that open for 24 hours, you name it such as groceries, gasoline station, pharmacy, and so forth. Besides, there are also places that happening at night such as Karaoke and market.

This is the first time i join the writers club. I have to write something about the idea of the 24/7 in Jakarta from the customer point of view. The first thing come to my mind is the early market in Central Jakarta that specially sell pastries and cookies. I went there with my 2 guests. One is the guest that cancel her flight to stay with me until weekend, and the other one my guest that has ever been my host in Singapore. So, here's what i just wrote in the meeting nothing more I add or I take out.

Job or jobless

Having graduate from a baby born university, unintentionally major study, and early leaving campus, made my path not so organize. Ironically, i learn management but my life itself poorly managed. I get my bachelor degree at 20 years old. I have a not so called bad grade, i graduate with GPA 3.9 scale 1 to 4 with lots of support from my lecturer, thanks to them. But then,  I don't know what to do to myself. Due to my cheap and unstable adolescence condition or in Indonesian popular word known as Ababil stage. I just applied to companies unconsciously. I'm going to study mandarin in China meanwhile I wait for the academic year in China I tried to apply a job also I could get working experience by that. it's useful for my CV and Scholarship requirement, some scholarship program has a minimum working experience requirement such as for study MBA.

Farewell and Goodbye

I've been asked by my superordinate in my office to become one of the committe in my boss farewell event. I've just sat here no more than 7 months then have given responsibility to manage the event as the second chairperson. As i predicted before,  i have to reduce my personal time ( i slept at 3 am and wake up at 6 am in a week before the D-day) God!!!

However, Thanks for the Couchsurfing my travel community, so i can utilize it by taking some of my friends to contribute to that event. I asked Ko Alfons become photographer in that event. With extremely cheap price he can offered to do photography and video recorder. Thank you so much Ko Alfons and Astrid his co-photographer. Astrid actually a model too a nice girl and pretty as well. :D.

Here is the links for ko Alfons
http://www.couchsurfing.org/people/agratianus/


Beside, photography i also found another talent from Couch Surfing that is MC. I successfully persuade Mr. Smart and busy a.k.a Ozak become MC in my event in the middle of his business. He likes become announcer as his hobby and he like meeting people so he didn't asked too much for the fee still reasonable. But don't look at his price to his quality. He's so fabolous as a MC. Like another pro that you have to pay 3 o 4 times more expensive. As a consequence i got a shocktheraphy every day because one day he could be in Japan and another day he was in Shanghai then another day He's already in Singapore. I'm affraid he's been away on the D-day. But, deffinitely he was a full of commitment guy so He appear on the D-day and make the ambience in the event Bold, Interesting, Fantastic, Amazing, and so Mesmerizing. I'm proud of him as his friend. He's so humble.

 

Hijabi Style Hanbok

Hijabi Style Hanbok

I love Hanbok the traditional outfit from Korea. Hanbok especially for woman is so adorable. The cloth is so polite covered the woman's body perfectly and beautifully. It's like a maxi dress cover hand with long sleeve and also for the downside like a maxi skirt and covered the leg. Its  design makes the beautiful curve in woman's body and so elegance. The vivid colour and abundance material make it even brighter and mesmerizing. Then, i'm thinking why don't I combine Hanbok with Hijab become HIJABI STYLE HANBOK